you too

say it
say it
i was trembling with you
this i remember
you, trembling,
i thought with me
maybe you were cold
so cruel
oh yes
here comes the anger
here it comes
like the cd you mixed
i disappeared in you
you disappeared from me
so fucking cruel
your silence kills
and yet i know it well
i get it
i get you
signs
you chose to ignore
instead you returned
day after day
for more
if i
if this place
was so uncomfortable
why did you return
knowing my history
knowing it so well
my pains
my fears
thanking me
for letting you in
again and again
and what does that make me
a fool
you were not uncomfortable
and if you were
then kudos to you
a brilliant fucking actor
no
i know it was good
i did not wait this long
for something false
for the first time
it all
tears
laughter
pain
butterflies
multiple orgasms
comfort
i was safe
to many i look a fool
but they were not here
they do not know
have no idea
what this was
you know
you know what this was for me
you deny it
you ignore it
you ignore me
and i know what this was for you
you deny it
you ignore it
and you go back