my space

she is alive
she is awake
she knows where she belongs
i am alive
i am awake
i thought i knew-finally
it seems i was wrong
will i read her words again?
oh i should not
they pain my heart
a heart that was open
and strangely enough, still is
for him
soon i will see his words to her
hamlet
in a relationship
no longer going steady
but, yes, i am alive