i will not erase you

i miss you so much
my some kind of wonderful
tonight i will return to that cold bed
it is calling me
it is calling you
after midnight
an hour after the pill
it did not work
still awake
i do not
want to go to that bed alone
and that must be stopping me
i tell myself, be strong
do not forget you are strong
but instead my mind calls
he has erased you
like clementine and joel
as i once said to you,
i am both clementine and joel
and in the end, with them
it was meant to be
reaching for the sun.
and now to bed
alone
this is our end and your new beginning
i have no more words tonight
this is a glimpse into my heart, my soul
i let you in
you said
this could be fun
this could be it
but your mind is now set
good bye until I hear from you again.
i will miss you