he's not bad you know

it happened so fast
he came out of nowhere
from behind me, wrapped his long
smooth arms around my stomach
his tongue, flicking in my ear
sucking, my ear
that's all it took
i was wet
panting, moaning
i felt him behind me
hard, throbbing
he says
c'mon baby
you know you want it
i need you
you need me
fifteen minutes
that's all i need
c'mon baby, Mmmmm.
i think
it would be so easy
to fuck him
and it would be good
but no
i am no longer that girl
i snap, i back into him
pushing him away
run down the steps
a quick getaway

the next morning
he, a volunteer fan
approaches
me, a buckeye fan
wearing orange
from head to...his jogging pants
i think
shit, he's put a lot thought
into this
he leans down, he's in my face
staring with those beautiful eyes
so deep, so dark
he says
are we cool?
i say yeah
you fucker
you know i don't like that ugly ass color
he says
how 'bout i take off everything
but the shoes
oh damn,
i see
grey and red shoes
i back away again
oh, the girls in hair need me
see you later baby

again
he tried
i find the words
i say
listen man
i adore you
we have fun
but i've gotta job to do
and you're not making it easy
he pouts
and i think
what a fucking baby
he ignores me for three days

he approaches me again
this time
he no longer wants my body
he wants my friendship
the next four weeks
are fun, so much fun

i don't fault him
i don't hate him
he's just a horny motherfucker like me
who doesn't get it from his wife
only from girls like me
well, like me....
long ago